As the title suggests, I'm going to go on a rant about a few random things in life.
1. Why is it that I'm usually the one ignored at school? Please don't give me the "you're quiet" crap because if one of you guys is seen sitting by themselves at school looking slightly depressed and being quiet, the whole world knows about it and does something about it. If it's me, nothing happens. Nobody ever saves me seats in class, when I'm told to move by a teacher and the teacher tells my friends to move, they don't come and sit with me. If they see seats empty next to me, do they sit with me? 9 times out of 10 the answer is no. If I break a promise, some get really pissed off and yet they break promises all the time. If you want to know the truth about why I was depressed, then here it is. Back then I only had 2 friends but half the time these friends were really bitchy to me and I was left alone in my class of bullies. I was also bullied by my teacher and when I told my friends about this they said why do you hate her? You don't have a reason to hate her but we do. On top of that I had to go see her after school about why I was goth and she forced me to see the councillor because she insisted I was a lesbian. Don't you realise that I have feelings too? I know that you have changed a lot but I'm still not treated as an equal.
2. There only seem to be 2 sets of guys that I attract and they aren't the good kind. They're either younger than me and therefore immature or a lot older than me. Why can't I attract any decent guys???
3. Concerning my fan club, I did not start it, some girls in the UIVth did and honestly speaking, they're possibly the only ones that are always there for me.
Ok you might get really pissed off at me after reading all this but it's how I feel.